Thursday, February 21, 2013

Why did I stop writing?

Yea, that's what I've been wondering. I like to write, I have time for it and it's fun to write your own blog. Have I just been lazy or haven't I had anything to say? Not possible, or the first one is..being lazy. I've been really lazy, especially in doing homework and concentrating on the lessons. I have actually pretty much no idea what I should of had learned in school during this period, and soon the exams start. I decided that the winter break (which is now) is THE TIME to catch up in school stuff, but no. Here I find myself writing this blog and taking work shifts when I'm offered them. I really tried to start doing the homework. I opened the files the other did last Friday (when I skipped school to see my sister's dance-thing, not regretting it), and realized that I need a lot more time than just one hour to understand those. So maybe another day..but when?! Then I opened the files of the course Basics of Human Behavior and realized that I'm screwed. I haven't written anything to my personal learning diary, which we're supposed to write after every lesson. The worst part, I think the lessons are boring, so I don't listen there. It's almost like psychology, and I know I wasn't that good in it in high school.

I think I've been spending kind of a lot of time at work, now I'm not only working in Seurahuone but also in a Cumulus hotel. I really love the work, when there's something to do. But when there's nothing to do I think it's the most boring job you can imagine. Sitting at the reception and smiling to an empty lobby and waiting for someone to come, that's what it is pretty much. But I realized that the smiling part is pretty natural for me, I can't remember many moments that I would have been smiling behind the reception desk and not smiling naturally. I love smiling :)

I'm really excited about summer. Next week I have 3 interviews coming for a summer job, 2 for restaurants and 1 for a hostel. I'm really curious to know how will I spend my summer. I wish I can get a few days off to go to festivals, for instance I hope I don't miss the Summer Sound festival. Everyone is always waiting for the best summer ever, I'm actually just waiting to have no stress about school, going to work and getting money. So, I can save the money for travelling. Me and Jane are now planning to go for a small trip to Holland and maybe Belgium next month, yey! :) Travellingtravellingtravelling <3 nbsp="" p="">