Confused

The feeling, when you really don't know what you are feeling. It's weird. Hard to explain. The feeling, when you think you feel something, but do you really feel it? I don't know. I'm pretty emotional sometimes and I can't imagine life without emotions, or without some of them. If there's a lot going on in your life, a lot to think about or maybe important decisions to make, is it possible that some emotions just disappear without realizing it? Are some emotions permanent? Or are they not, is my mind just confusing me? Or is it actually my heart?